[Meta]physics

You’re going to ask: how did she do it? I was never good at math. That is the secret I kept to myself. I was an imposter. There is no mistake about that. But I was determined. The basis of my trajectory was already laid out for me. I didn’t want to do it. I…

This time I’m reading it out of Tao’s book Introduction to Measure Theory. I’m thinking of a set that is Lebesgue measurable but not Jordan measurable. Okay, well what are the sets that aren’t Jordan measurable? What was so limiting about the Jordan measure? Well first of all the Jordan measure requires cubes to approximate…

I’m not unhappy when I’m around him. He’s not trying to lecture me or talk down to me. Oh you don’t do that? Okay, whatever you don’t do that. I don’t care. I don’t care the justification, rationalization or reason. There is no defense. There is no argument. I don’t want to be with you.…

To be clear, I’m a non-monogamous sapiosexual which boils down to defining what type of subjects I like to fuck. A heterosexual likes to fuck subjects who are orthogonal to them physically, meaning they are restricted in subspace of Euclidean space that represents human sexuality. Homosexuals are similarly restricted. A pansexual says they neither care…

Every problem that I thought I had yesterday doesn’t feel like a big deal now. Everything that I was angry about doesn’t feel like a big deal now. I was angry because I didn’t make time for myself or my hobbies. It was like I was living for someone else, running around working for others…

My skin looks horrible. I am so angry at how my life is going right now. I hate everything including my job, my skin, the fact I’m not in my own place, living here and constantly cleaning up after people, the poor food, the stress of work, having to ride my bike to work, my…