I moved away from Washington to get away from her because I need to, and yet here I am still attached to her. It doesn’t feel good, and it’s another stressor in my life. No one ever wants to feel like they have an obligation to talk to someone, or that they need something from someone out of obligation.

I can’t explain the feeling, but it isn’t a good one. I’m going to block her until I need to talk to her again. Every month, I’ll just block her.

I almost blocked her before but didn’t. Once I’m able to g

She resorts to blackmail to get me to talk to her, more narcissistic bullshit. She doesn’t want her children to move on, at all. I would literally rather be homeless than be connected to her again. I got away from her, just for all of them to connect back to me.

I didn’t have any of them on my contacts, but they keep themselves close to me. I didn’t call my mom. I didn’t ask her for help. I was moving to get away from them.

I need a new social security number. I new life. Just leave me alone.

When you want to get away from s

I know I’m feeling down right now, but I have to be realistic about my life and what it is I want out of it. I don’t want to be around my family anymore. I was happiest when I was away from her. I think I forgot that too. Of course I did. My grandma gives me anxiety, my mom gives me anxiety, I hate my sister.

She said she would give me 3 months in advance. She knows I need it, but she’s keeping it so I have to communicate with her because she knows I wouldn’t otherwise.

For whatever reason I can’t seem to get assistance.

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