I just wanted a fucking friend,
He just wanted a fucking lay.

…

I just wanted a fucking friend,
No he just wanted a fucking lay,
He said “I have more than enough friends,
I just wanna fuck, if that’s okay?”

I played pretend,
Said friends were overrated,
Opened my legs,
Then let the dick sedate me.

I’d hope he’d change his mind,
And he’d wanna fuck all my frame,
I said, “Maybe give you my body,
Then maybe you’ll give me your name.”

…that’s the Love Game.

So we played around.
And we fucked and we made noise.
I thought, “Yeah he’s down,
Maybe I’ll be one of the boys.”

…nope.

I just wanted a fucking friend,
No he just wanted a fucking lay,
He said “I have more than enough friends,
I just wanna fuck, if that’s okay?”

And I played pretend with that,
I said “Put me on my back,
Just give me the fucking dick.
I’ll take it just like crack.”

I’d hoped he’d change his mind.

…nope!

I just wanted a fucking friend,
No he just wanted a fucking lay,
He said “I have more than enough friends,
I just wanna fuck.”

I guess I should be sad,
Yes there’s bigger fish to fry,
But I can’t help it I got mad,
I got lost in his brown eyes.

Now brown is all I see,
When he calls it quits.
Please, I see through his fucking words.

…it was all bullshit.

But this is what he’ll say.
He’ll say, “I was always honest,
I told you upfront,
I told you I was emotionally unavailable,
This is what you want.”

He’ll say, “No it’s not my fault.
I told you, please.”
He’ll say, “Jasmine, you’re wrong now.
Why don’t you get on your knees?”

And I’ll say, “No, you’re a fucking lie.
You played pretend with words.
And you only make me cry.
You’re not honest with yourself.
And you fake all of your confidence.
Go to fucking hell,
Why don’t you miss me with that nonsense?
Cause all you are is constant-
pain and fucking agony,
You don’t love anyone, not even yourself.
Don’t pretend like you ain’t mad at me.
Cause I’m mad with everything you’ve done,
And I hate everything about you.
You think you’re the only one?
I’ll do better – fine – without you.”

I just wanted a fucking friend,
No he just wanted a fucking lay,
He said “I have more than enough friends,
I just wanna fuck, if that’s okay?”

I played pretend,
Said friends were overrated,
Opened my legs,
Then let the dick sedate me.
Then I pulled back – all around.

Here’s a half step for you.

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Now brown’s all I see,
When he called it quits,
I see through his words,
It was all bullshit.

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