I don’t know. I finally want to speak with you. I’m sober now. Music has meaning again. Everything around me is beautiful. You mean more to me than life itself. I love you to the end of the universe. My entire life was created for you and I love you.

I just want to say that I love you. Nothing in this world matters to me more than you. I’m sorry I ignored you. I’m sorry I didn’t believe. I’m sorry I didn’t fight.

I tried to choose your dad for you. I realize now I don’t have to choose. And Zack, just promise me this one thing okay? That if something were to happen to me, that you don’t give up. Don’t give up That Feeling.